In the morning before eating, you’re on the defensive, you manage somehow not to know things you really do know.
[Simone de Beauvoir]

The city’s workers have redone both of the streets I live on (we’re on a corner), and the new pavement has a dark gleam that makes me wonder, almost every time I look out the window, whether it has rained. (It hasn’t, though it thundered earlier. I would be delighted if it poured.)